Yeah, Seem in accordance with what I mentioned before, things always happen so fast. I quit my job. I never think I will leave this company although I do not much contribution to it. Sometimes I question myself whether I am no one here but I keep this job. When Sunny told me that he got Meask's job, I could not believe it. Few days ago I thought he was going to lose his job but now he find another good, no, it should be excellent job. So happy, surprise, and disappointed about myself. Sometimes, changes bring you new energy. He encouraged me to find another job but I choosed to stay. To be stable is difficult. I would like to be stable until I got the translator certification, which surely will increase my competitiveness.

Things come to me that naturally. My previous Canton fair boss came to find me and invited me to join his company. I am so glad to know that my past performance impressed him and lead him to find me. In fact, I would like him to be my master for so long a time. He is from Singapore, wearing glasses, know many things in the trading. I appreciated his adwards which made me support my sister to continue her study. It also made me understand his characters.

To be or not to be, that is a question. I didn't have good sleep for nights and finally I choose to leave. It could be my only choice to get into foreign sales. I also can have a good master to lead me. That's quite attractive. To leave cause inconvinience for my colleagues, which is not sth I would like to see, but I know they can understand me.

Enjoy these last days here, with my lovely friends.

    Sometimes, things happen so fast. You never could think about what would be at the next minute.  Sunny told me he was likely to lose his job. He is so sad about this, though he always don't like the present job and think of this job a no-future one. However, when he didn't expect to be fired, he got fired. In fact, I think he should be prepared to change his job too long time. He is the one who scaring to lost his job for he is not confident enough to find another one. 2 years in this area and he is used to it.

   

 

    近来发生的事情,让我头痛,实在是不知道从何说起好.老马这个海盗,真不识货,道不同不相为谋,或许命运里另有安排.而我，也只好等待安排的出现了.

    认识的新朋友仔S似乎是个很开朗的人,而且又同是客家人,有种惺惺相惜的感觉了.想交多些朋友,让自己开心起来,嘿嘿,S好命可以去澳洲喔,哇,回来的时候会不会带一条大白鲨?

    弟弟的考试下星期就出结果了，我很为他紧张,但是有时候又很恨他,小朋友一个,不会想事情.老是觉得人家有义务为他做什么.报了那么几个学校,要是没考到好学校,真不知道该怎么办好.哎,我对他的期望,也一般了.

    父亲节的时候,S很隐晦得提醒我要打电话给爸爸,我才想起来今天是他的节日,原来,我是这样一个不细心的人了.或者,和SUNNY妈咪问我的,你想不想家里一样.人长大的时候,想的难道不是家里了?哎,女生外向啊,以后生个男孩还得为他操心娶老婆,娶到个脾气坏的就成了引狼入室虐待自己.哎,还是小白好啊,温顺又乖巧,可是它居然有虱子,还咬的每个人不得安宁!

    一定要努力工作啊!

 

   到了上岛,自然又被他们几个说了下,哎,没办法,人忙啊,不过也很想念大家,从上次聚会,好象是我生日,已经有两个月没有见到了.自然想知道大家最近的景况.Y总是这样,老念叨说自己要离职了,却得知他做监管了，自己不用做什么，指导下其他人就可以了，嘿嘿,好命的.SS居然跟我说如果我6个月没来M,就必须去检查了害我莫名其妙,还好支持得出,要不笑死我了.其实,最关心的应该是R了,他上次我生日的时候,刚好辞掉了工作.哎.他老这样,虽然我觉得炒老板鱿鱼是一件很英勇的事情,但是也必须考虑到后果.当时看他,应该是刚睡醒,然后还迟到,弄的B师兄一个劲得说道理鼓励他,我可真为他担心呢。他现在还好,比以前好多了,上下班有专车接送,工资也高了1K.社保还很齐全,不能不说也是一种好的运气,好的际遇了.

   大家都在谈着各自关心的话题,不知不觉,也就散了.我回到家里,感觉又充实了许多,也感觉虚心了很多,到底是该忍还是不该忍呢?

   依旧是那个字:好烦啊!

   最近发生的事情很多,让人无从说起,总之,让我的眉头都皱不开了.

   也有让我很怀疑自己的时候,或者说,很多时候都在怀疑自己吧.因为别人的眼光,去猜测别人的心思,真的是很痛苦的一件事,或者,明明自己没错,也被质疑得怀疑自己错了.生活,是一件很郁闷的事情.

   时间流走的很快,五一的假期,跟没放一样,呆在家里什么地方也没有去.和小白一样,天亮了盼出去散步,散步后盼着天黑,天黑了继续散步,散步了就睡觉,等天亮.我是不是也是这样一种月光心态呢.曾经很害怕自己变得"落后",变得没有竞争力,但是完全同意我不是那种喜欢什么都争的人.我就是这样平淡,这样的我,可能给人的印象是没有主见,再或者,是无聊透顶吧.

  不得不承认,出来工作了,似乎没有什么值得开心的事情,单做成了,似乎不关自己的事,不觉得自己可以有什么发展了.他们说,怎么你不开心,我说没有,没有什么值得开心的,好不好都是这样过.

  真的有点想念自己,想念在校园里哪个抬头望着蓝天,望着白云傻笑的自己,想念那个懒懒的,却把一切都想象得那么美好的自己.

 

     5/1 的时候,我们一家(连同小白小朋友)一齐去体育馆观礼,这天里,六对狗狗新人结成连里,虽然我有点怀疑狗狗是否能够对另一半忠诚,但是感觉还是挺好玩的,主要是带小白去和其他狗狗见见面,充大点胆子.

    小白还是这样,对其他狗狗都不感兴趣,只会张个嘴把舌头吐出来对我说,妈咪我好热,抱抱..我郁闷!见到有可爱的苏牧,小小的,毛都没长齐,就想带小白过去卡油,谁知道人家看了小白过来了,不紧不慢起身走掉了,可恶!

    还好,遇到了可爱的活泼乱跳的格格,小家伙天不怕地不怕,敢跟小哈较劲,真让我开了眼界.这格格长得跟小白是一个样,只是毛色是黄白相间的,虽然同是MM,格格跟小白也不打架,还你亲亲我亲亲的,看得我实在太高兴了!

   小白也有点郁闷,明明晒死了,还要把它借给陌生人合照,没办法,虽然狗狗们不理小白,但小白的群众回头率超高,争着跟小白合照,没办法,妈咪只好借你给别人啦.

   好晒的一个五一, 第一天晚上,我们两全黑了,肌肉酸痛,第二天,他发高烧,烧得五颜六色,第三天,我上班了.最好就小白了,一身的毛,睡了一个晚上,又精神了.

结婚啦,好开心啊,看着她甜美的笑容,和她老公亲吻的投入,我就知道"羡慕"两个字真的好酸.

今年是双喜临门,又结婚又BB,真的很忙.我也很忙,她新婚去了,苦了一大堆人,现在个个见到我就嫌我,好惨!

我也想结婚,想度假,想BB(N年之后的事情),恨不来的了,还是祝福新人!!